Ive decided that it probably wont work out between my ex and I. As much as I care about him I cant keep putting myself through the hurt and agrivation and it isnt fair of him to put me through it. He will probably go back to calling me all the time until something makes me decide to take his call or call him back. All I can do right now is pretend that I dont care. Its a real shame that it wouldnt work out, but I dont see much of a change in him at all. He still seems like the little boy that I dated before and I dont understand why he cant move on. His sister (one of my friends) thinks I put some kind of charm or spell on him that keeps him wanting me. I dont know about that one. I dont really know what to think. Part of my wants him, but the other part keeps saying "No, you silly girl. He just wants to use you. It will be the way it was when you were dating.". Things were so good when we first started dating.....for a few months anyway. He really wasnt appreciative of anything I did for him or bought for him. He doesnt even remember what I got him for Valentine's day and swears I didnt get him anything. If anyone of us didnt get anything from the other it was me. And he just stopped wanting to be around me and went God knows where all the time doing God knows what. I do know alcohol and drugs were involved and I dont really need that in my life. I just wish I could find a decent guy who was responsible, wasnt into drinking or drugs, appreciative, and caring. I wish he wouldve been more like that.
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Howdy!
I was browsing through the 'share blog' section of blogger, and discovered a link to your site.
Your artwork is amazing, I wish I could draw like that - I dabble in art, or at least try to.
haha, anyway, i hope you don't mind me putting a link to your blog on my site.
cheerio,
angusss
Hi Heart
Thanks for the visit, the comment and the link - I vey much appreciate it.
Your art is incredible and your talent can only expand. Keep up the effort; it'll be so rewarding for you.
Freda Carlo comes to mind when I read some of your posts :-) - have you seen the movie?
Also, keep posting regularly as I generally only link to blogs which have been going for more than three months. How's that for incentive!
Take care
'Til next time
Peter
I believe it's time for you to move on in life.There are way better guys
in this world than your ex.
If he doesn't care about you,it won't be wise to stick with him.
No relationship is worth the heartache it seem you were being put through.... and unless you get on with your life, you'll never figure out whats around th enext corner....
Neat work by the way......
Sigma
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