Its been quite a while/ Against Pornography

Yeah, it definitely been a while. Not much has been going on. Just the same as usual: work. My beau and I are now broke up. He has decided to remain friends for the time being. The past couple months have been hard on him it seems. He has been dealing with personal issues and needed time to sort everything out (how much time? I dont know. I hope he hurries, because I miss him!). I didnt want to looses him completely nor him I so we are just friends right now and things seem to be doing good.
Im sure you noticed the "/Against Pornography" in the title? I was standing at work today thinking (as I have nothing else to do while Im pressing buttons). Ive always thought about this, but never actually typed or written out my thoughts. All my life Ive been made fun of, laughed at and insulted because of my "flat chest". And I am sure that there are many other small-breasted/flast chested women out there who have experienced the same treatment. I was out sometime last month with my boy friend (the one mentioned above) and his friends and we happened into Spencer's. In the Spencer's shop was a selection of posters showing nearly nude women with these gigantic breasts. My boyfriend being the "boob man" that he is stops and looks at each poster one by one. I have no problem with him looking at these posters. If its what he likes, he, why not. In a book I read it said that looking/watching porn or anything porn-like with you man is good bonding time so I figured I would hang around and look. After a few posters and seeing him so(......I dont know.....he just had "that" look) I began to feel.....i dont know. Upset, sad, angry with myself, insignificant. And then him talking about big breasts off and on with his friend the rest of the evening didnt help. I was depressed the rest of that evening and half of the next day at work. Well, after him asking over and over what was wrong I finally told him and he said he was sorry. I had to explain to him as much as I like bigger breasts (not saying I swing "that way" and not the full blown, ginormous ones you see in the posters, movies and magazines) and how femmenine they look it makes me hate myself and feel depressed and unfemmenine (any other women out there feel this way?).
Where Im going is: The porn industry today features these beautiful women with extremely large breasts (most of those breasts are so huge it seems one would get swollowed by the clevage). Porn has given a lot of men the misconception that all women should have huge breasts. And not only this, but it has also given some men the misconception that women like to have it with a man with a huge, monsterous looking penis (take my ex for example). So we have the flat chested women feeling bad and some of the "not so endowed" men feeling bad. Some time ago I was looking through google for mesh bras when I came across vintage/antique pictures of natural women wearing a mesh-type shirt or dress. These woman were natural shaped, had a little meat and were small breasted. I thought these women were the most beautiful aphrodities Ive ever seen. So much more beautiful than what the porn industry is showing now. Then I thought "What if the porn industry started showing more natural looking women? Maybe a little meat. Some natural looking breasts and not so over exagerated?". I know some may disagree with me, but I think people need some exposure to the more natural look. A little meat is okay. Smaller breasts is okay. A normal size penis is okay. I think more natural looking bodies would be a great thing.